Life change

So this may be a debbie downer post, but i'm gonna post it and get it off of my chest. Might as well. For the past five years of my life, I have had weight problems. I played sports in high school and ran my tail off ,but now out of high school and college, I have gained weight. I am uncomfortable in my own skin. I want to commend my cousin April. She has lost 114 pounds. She looks wonderful. I love her to death. Just seeing how happy she is and how she talks about how it keeps her motivated, wants me to try to do better myself. I think I am really going to try it this time. I always say well, tomorrow I will start, or "no sweets for a week". I always FAIL. Well today's the day. i want to win this stupid battle and get skinny and pretty again!!! here we go!! Short blog, but i wanted to share.